Alright guys, I am not much into YouTube but for some reason I felt like sharing my thoughts and making a video like I do once in a while.
Now, for some reason whenever I find myself posting on YouTube I feel like I am literally trying to force creativity out of me. In the past it felt like I had been saying the same things over and over again but truth be told I was feeling that way since a very long time.
I felt stuck at certain patterns that kept happening over and over again. There were times when I felt worried if I’ll make it or not, if I’ll succeed at what I’m doing or not, will my efforts be in vain or will I get the results I want.
I was second guessing the work that I was doing, at times wondering if it was relevant or not but I kept doing it anyway.
Fortunately, quite recently I broke a threshold limit that I was trying to break over a long period of time and I feel like it is happening once and for all. Its quite relieving because I had been under a huge pressure to make it.
There were times when I felt like I would be stuck in my routine job. I had little motivation to perform at the workplace because it wasn’t giving me a sense of satisfaction.
I knew I had to go all in on my blog because it gave me a direction and a sense of purpose.
A lot of people were wondering why I kept going when things were not working and when the situation seemed stagnant. I just knew I had to do it regardless of what happened. I wanted to go all the way to see what it results to.
When I look back, I realize why it didn’t work out earlier. As I have moved on, I have definitely learnt a lot of things.
I realized that there were times when I didn’t fully commit to my dream. There were times when I had my own doubts on taking action which was necessary. There were certain decisions that were risky but had to be taken which I didn’t consider on several occasions in the past.
The thing is you can’t leave any stones unturned if you want to be successful. You have to be all in on it. You have to have the commitment you need to succeed in your endeavors.
For some people, it may seem as if whatever I do has little to no meaning but I believe everything that you do has a purpose in life. In the end, you have to do what you are meant to do because that is the best way to move forward in life.
I felt called to make this blog. It wasn’t an accident. It was a real calling and I enjoyed every second of when I put in work on the blog. I felt like I had a mission in life. I felt like there was meaning to it and that there was a sense of purpose in what I was doing.
Anyway, I am glad to know that I have crossed certain milestones which I had doubts as to whether I would ever go past or not. So in a way, I am pretty happy as of now. There is still a long way to go but I feel even more motivated to move in this direction.
That’s all guys. I just wanted to express my feelings and let you know what is going on. Let me know your opinions in the comments. Hope you have a good time. Take care and bye.
